COME

Come to me my love. Come and hold my hand which is always open and which will never close, unless yours is in it.

Come and fill my heart with joy and with that rare passion which only you can bring. Let me hold you in my arms and hug you. Let me show you my innermost feelings which shine from deep within.

I love you.

I am not afraid of pain and sorrow. I will not limit my feelings and restrain my love. I will love you if you love me back, or if you don’t. I will devote my thoughts and feelings entirely to your existence. I will sacrifice my mental freedom for you. I will not think of flowery meadows, of sunny days, endless horizons or shimmering seas. Only of your gorgeous face, your graceful features, your inner beauty, which spills constantly from your eyes.

I will never hold back my emotions. I will tell you over and over again how much I love you. It matters little what you respond. I do not love you to be loved back. I love you because I do. I love you because you are.

You have enormous qualities, kindness and generosity. You exude goodness beyond belief. And that is why I love you. You also have many faults and defects which characterise you. You aren’t perfect, just like anyone else. And that is why I love you. I love you more for your faults and weaknesses, for your moods good and bad, for this is how I can tell that it is true love I have toward you.

You fill my mind with mystery. Your image evokes wondrous thoughts of strength and warmth and happiness. I cannot disassociate you with good with joy with everything great and spiritual.

I love you.

I do not wish to live if I could ever die for you. For death will come to me as it always does to everyone. And I want to die for you, again and again…

Your presence in my thoughts is overwhelming. It exceeds the reality around me. It gives my aimless life scope and direction. It fulfils my every dream and provides a reason for my existence.

I love you but my obsession is not perverse. It is one which only breeds joy and relief. It is one of satisfaction. I need your love to exist and to survive. You will never take it away from me no matter what you do and how much you try.

It is not important for you to understand. I myself do not even wish to understand it. I only want to accept it and embrace it, no matter its purpose and its origin.

For I will always love you more than anything else on earth and more than the earth itself. More than life.

It is a spiritual love. And a mental love. A logical and illogical love. It is a carnal love. It is love beyond control and beyond belief. And it is not important in itself. It is simply a state of being. It is a form of love which encompasses all others.

You may one day decide to leave me, to abandon me, or to stop loving me, or even to hate me. But I will always love you so I don’t even care. Do what you wish and what you may, for my love won’t waiver. It won’t bend to your whims and fancies. It is much stronger than your or anyone’s resolve. It lives on its own outside your realm of influence. You have absolutely no power over it. You cannot subdue or kill it, for it will always be there, shining through every argument, every mistake, every heavy darkened cloud. It is far stronger than you or me.

I love you.

Come now, come to me. Let me hold you tight and feel your pulse. Let me embrace you strongly and press your body hard against mine. I don’t even care if I hurt you. You will stop me and push me away when I press too hard, but meanwhile I would have expressed my strongest emotions that little bit further.

Let me kiss you firmly on your lips and take your breath away and suffocate you until you pull away frantically gasping for breath. Let me take you firmly by the neck and choke you. Until you are bright red and on the edge of consciousness.

For my love knows no bounds and the only way it will supersede you is by killing you.

Come to me my love, come let me take your precious life away. For only in this way will we always be one.

I love you.

For I am already dead and waiting. Waiting for you to be with me once again.

Come to me my love come.

I love you.